2am thoughts

I could feel the excitement, the butterflies, how the spark flies, and how love was so perfect every time we are together. But somehow, I’m still afraid of the things. I’m getting used of this. That all I’ve got to feel is to be loved by you. I am forgetting how will things gonna get used to. I mean, there’s no perfect side of love (that’s the reality) if you chose to put yourself in the game, be ready for the play. I thought I was gonna be ready for it for the very first time. But this is me, the fool one. I fell in love with you so much. That I can’t even see how will I stand for the possibilities of getting hurt. And that wasn’t things are supposed to be. How can I be ready for that very moment that you won’t be saying you miss me, or you love me. How can I be ready for that one day that you won’t be loving me? Or.. How can I stand if I found out that you just fooled me…. Yah maybe right. I really fell in love with this joke. But now, is this the reality? Our feelings. Your feelings. Was is true? 

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The happy side 

The happy side 

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Ready? 

Ready? 

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Not really a fan of flowers. For the fact that guys expresses their love by giving these shts. I mean, it was too beautiful, so pure at first but then it wilts… Just like again, you’ll still see how achingly damaged it was but it still works through your eyes that it was still beautiful, blaming you tho the love was vanished. Jk… I’ve got too much dramas for this late night. I just got nothing to do. Hayyyy. I envy those guys who were merely sweet at first but then they’re like assholes disappearing when you already fell. Or either by the time you fell in love so srsly it was a kick-ass painfully heartache that love just blamed you…

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This kind of Monday. Simply priceless 

This kind of Monday. Simply priceless 

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I have no idea what type of guy do I need in my life, til I found him. So perfectly… 

I have no idea what type of guy do I need in my life, til I found him. So perfectly… 

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Hard to accept things you’ve made of the past. But I did. Then everyday it was just like I’m having the deepest thoughts for knowing things I haven’t known before. How come I could still act like okay. Pretend that I was so okay when I’m with you. I easily forget what you have made of me. What you have done. Maybe the thoughts just blew away whenever I am with you. All we have was the blissful smiles the hard laughs and so on. But it kills me every time I got the chance to be alone. Cause again, I would have to think twice… 

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Twas bad for the way I chose you, and then apparently why do I feel like I’ve made the wrong decision? posted 1 week ago - 0 notes - reblog
Tonight I’m pretty much ready, to do what you want me to…

Tonight I’m pretty much ready, to do what you want me to…

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Where did I go wrong?

Where did I go wrong?

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I know for some ways, you just meant to use me to recover for the pain. To let them see that its not really hurting your soul. Pretending you were okay. Not affected. And then, here I am. The foolish one, who fell in love with you so much though I shouldn’t be. I tried not to. But no matter how much I try I’d still look for you and I’ll fell in love over and over again. And what if one day, if I’m tired of being this? If either I realized how stupid I was when I fell for you. What if one day, I’ll end up this big joke. Would you even care? 

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Never have thought that the guy who I ignored, will be the same guy I fell in love with, unexpectedly, unreasonable, unexplained. I had never planned of loving you. I was too afraid. I held on like that, so I can ease the pain quickly. It was so hard accepting you. I mean not you. But the people over your pasts, and the currently. 

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